Desire

Annnnnnd....

I am officially a sap.

officially

like card carrying, badge wearing, stupidly and completely a sap.

This is what happens when you watch pride and prejudice like twice in a row, then wish Mr. Darcy was real. Oh man the pathetic-ness of my situation is pretty much oozing, and oozing is never good.

The worst part, is this whole " significant connection" is so bloody attainable! So why don't I go for it? The answer is simple, they don't fit my profile, which is apparently a dark shaggy brown haired guy, bout 6'1, listens to music I have never heard of, has great vocabulary, hopefully an accent and a scar. Oh and not a pretty boy. i don't remember the rest, but I have been profiled, haha you should try it some time.

On the other hand, I have the numbers of three new guys in my phone (I didn't ask for one, how they got there, only the alcohol knows, that or they phoned me cause, and this is a great line, "I don't know, your friend put it there". Suuuuure she did, cause she is my personal pimp) I don't think I will phone any. Let them come to me by which I mean I am not encouraging anything, but if it happens it happens.

It doesn't help that I want to drink all the time and am incrediably... um... angry...

Jordan will get it.

well thats all for now!! School sucks but I just aced a spot test in bio! whoo! go me!

Song: Better Off by Justin Timberlake

Saying: you think therefore you are, it is insignificant therefore...